First I do thank those who took time out of their day to read this vent. I'll amit that I was going in an anxity attack and acted without thinking. I will be taking about continueing my my anxity meds after this attack. If anyone are questioning why I stop taking them it's because I finsh my 6 month trial a couple of weeks ago and I'm pretty sure that they want to see how well I would do without them. IDK but I will be taking to my doctor on Friday when I go to my appointment.

There are times I wonder if what I do is even worth it. It seems nobody cares about you nor what you do. So is it worth trying anymore? Is it pointless to keep doing what you love when no one wants you around? Why dosen't any want a depressed person around? We try to happy but it's so hard to be. All you want to do cry and nothing else. Why is the game of life so curl? Is there a thing called happiness? Honestly I don't know anymore. All I know that no body wants me around not even my own school did. Forgive me I should keep things to myself.

I have a Ko-fi and a telegram now. Though I should let you peeps know so you would think someone else was mimicking me. I still need to make avaters for them instead of using whatever artwork I have on my phone.

https://ko-fi.com/foxmew4044

https://t.me/FoxMew4044

So here's a life update in a long time. So many things has been going on in my life mainly my mental health which has left me with very little energy to do anything. I couldn't do any artwork from simple drawings to full on animations. I was so busy staying in bed crying non stop but now after I finally got to the doctor's. I'm on meds for my anxiety which are helping me a lot but there is one side effect of meds which makes me tied to no tomorrow but I can deal with it. Artwork and animations will continue when I'm not busy or asleep but projects that was working on will be continue. I might start using my discord a lot more to talk with y'all but not sure though can't tell how things will go. I might also work on rebuilding my YouTube channel as well again I don't know.

Just to inform you peeps I'm moving on Monday. So I probably won't be active for awhile I don't know how long it will take to get the internet turn on but I'll be using my phone and be active on Twitter with updates. When I get back knowing me I'll probably have a butt ton of artwork to post. So look forward to that and yes I'm still doing the Q&A video but don't know when that will be out. https://twitter.com/FoxMew4044

https://picarto.tv/FoxMew4044

Yes hello I'm FoxMew and I'm currently studying as an animator but you'll probably see more artwork than animations. Please give me some time to accustomed to thing here and I'll probably start uploading some artwork here soon. Ok?