I'm so tired of putting in so much effort in my work and getting little to nothing in return. I get there's a lot of other artists and what this site and I know not everyone is gonna see said work. I do appreciate those of you interact with my work in some way shape or form but at this rate why bother. Is my art style not appealing or do I need to focus more on fan art and NSFW or start spamming others work with comments? I don't want to go random a user page and bag but honestly it feels like I should at this rate but I'm not that petty. I'm not sure. I'm just sick of trying anymore and do NOT follow me out of pity bit only if you enjoy my work.

A crystal/ice consepart test seeing how color ice would look by using different textures and rendering for crystals and ice so they'll be different from one another. IDK. What do you think? Color ice magic references is difficult to find and what I can find is a light purple for references.

I've been thinking about trying to do music for sometime but afford nor have room for instruments. I know there are programs/apps but I'm not sure with one I should used. So it's probably best that I get some advice from someone more experience. So what program do y'all suggest? I thank y'all in advance.

I know that I haven't been posting as much lately but I was busy keeping an eye on my budgie Grayson since he wasn't doing to well. I was able to get a hold of a vet that's willing to look at him but unfortunately they couldn't do much with him since he was a small bird. So unfortunately I had to put him down. I couldn't let him suffer any more than he already did. So yeah that's what been going on lately. So I'm not sure how soon I'll get back to uploading like I've use to plus I know my art is probably won't be all that great because of it. Since it has been almost 3 weeks since I last did any work. So yeah I'm rusty like no tomorrow.

My friend suggested the name Grayson that I liked. So his name is Grayson. Thank for your suggestions.

Once again I'll be doing artfight this year. I'll most likely attack back any who attack me but don't expect anything fancy since I'm still useing my phone for art.

Here's the link to my account for any of you are interested: https://artfight.net/~TabbyKazuki

Once again I'm stating to notice that my art is getting a bit stale but I've no idea what to improve on. The shading/coloring guess is ok don't need work on? But I might be wrong. I know backgrounds are one thing that need work well mainly need to be add more often but 9 times out of 10 I usually can't come up with backgrounds that off. So maybe I should just look up images and draw them but I'll probably will forget to link back to the original post at one point or another. IDK. It could just be art block along with being exhausted. This is what it like getting old as an artist?

I've haven't been posting as much here since was trying to keep my furry art off this site. Since we're not that well receive unless it's NSFW which I don't draw that often. Since I'm not as sexual as charge as some of siblings but I'm at the point that I stop care what I should and shouldn't post on here. So I'll just be posted whatever I feel like. If you don't like then that fine. I'm not gonna force it down your throat for those who do like my work I thank you.

I was planning on animating today but with YouTube thinking about doing NFTs my motivation is killed. I'll be keeping an eye on thing and if they do go a head with it I'll probably just post new chapters is Sweet Life on Here and possibly start uploading on my BitChute channel as well. It all depends on what go's on. BitChute channel is TabbyKazuki.

For the longest time I've considered myself as nonbinary and yeah I did since I had no idea what gender where I truly belong in and with how society use to push hard on with gender you were born with. It's what you truly are and nothing else but now thankfully society has started to open up to gender identity but growing up in the late 90's and early 2000's yeah it was hard for me figure out what how I truly was. Now I've figured it out who I truly am. I've started to think about after someone I follow said they are trans and got me questioning on my identity. I wasn't really sure about for a good while but now I think about it. I've always have been into more man stuff then woman stuff clothes, games, cars, preferring to hang out man then my fellow woman and so much more. In other words I'm trans and I'm tired of being a shame of it along with many other things but I won't go into that right now. I still don't mind being called she/her since my body is that of a famale still. Will I do HRT and the surgery? Probably not since it's a want then a need. Plus I have no idea what it cost to do so. So I need to look into that and/or ask people how has transitioned before thinking about that and tell my family about it. Not looking forwards to that to honest. Why is it so hard to tell family about this things? Also I might have born as Intersex since I've started to grow facial hair here and there every once in awhile. So I might get that check out here soon just to please my curiosity. If you ever questioning who you really are don't worry about figuring it out right away it takes time to know who you are and if you need bounce back and forth between pronouns that's ok. Also can I make my pronouns "This user has a dick"? I'm just joking about about it but still I would think it's funny to confuse people about it.