The reason why I feel stuck/ not improveing with my art because I lost my passion for life. Looking back on my childhood before my life went down hill. I realized the joy I had just being alive and enjoying life without any worries on how my life would be or how others think of me but after that day I turn away from life. From everything. I didn't realize it the time how foulsish I was being nor how to handle my emotions but that's how a teenager's mine works. I guess? What I'm trying to say is live your life to the fullest. Yes those demons are always gonna be there no matter what. The anxiety, the depression, the content need for others approval. They won't go away because scars never heal. We just learn to live with them.